Need some serious advice!?

Huh? Your an "entertainer" and you actually think their some sort of wonderful bond between different "entertainers" huh? I'm afraid in order to be an "entertainer" you have to be pretty apathic towards your needs and the needs of others. But your actually quite ignorant to this?!?! WOW? You most be one heck of a dumb-, no offense. But the industry as you call it is a symptom of a long standing problem humanity has had with coming to terms with its on uality based on its precieved purpose. Or lets say this, there is no purpose to the "entertiment" industry, but to use the immaturity of individuals perceptions of as a way to get money from them, so what sort of morals did you think was going to come from that? Don't be suprised if she doesn't come back, and is instead laffing her head off at your naive nature. Or she comes back, helps you find the jewery and you find out still, that its not really all enough to make you happy. But its your life, sorry you had to take it down that dark path..... One thing to realize is light happy fun, but you have to understand that now, but your making your money off that ideal, so your peddling lies for the sake of your bank-account, personally I hope she never does......